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this is me, sometimes

sometimes i’m good, sometimes i’m bad
sometimes happy, often sad
but i see the light
i’m not blind to it
i struggle to keep old skeletons away
death in my hands to remind me each day
it is up to me, sunshine or rain
flowers and birds, sane or insane
it’s up to me, balance
I Can Make It, I have no choice
the World needs me, I need the World
to share my voice

~ E

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Eddieee offline Verified User (4 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 56 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Good poem e
Your words leave me thinking. . .

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Eddieee offline Verified User (4 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 56 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (9 minutes after post)

May I ask you a question?

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eunique offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (10 minutes after post)

good, think good things, that’s all you deserve, think peace, for all situations, it’s coming … ask me anything

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (15 minutes after post)

This poem was actually amazing.

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Eddieee offline Verified User (4 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 56 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (17 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:
good, think good things, that’s all you deserve, think peace, for all situations, it’s coming … ask me anything

I know better then to think what is coming is good and I have no answer for what I deserve. I know full well karma misses nothing so I will trust in that.
Anyway, why the last line in your poem? You had other choices..why that line?

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eunique offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (23 minutes after post)

then the meaning is it’s time for change … if i did not share my voice, you would not have heard me

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (25 minutes after post)

Very nice. Thanks for sharing. I like to know of such thoughts reflecting personal/inner mechanics/working/struggle/evaluations/choosing/call-it-whatever-else. For some reason, I now connect more to them than (comparatively more) abstract intellectualizations.

Reminds me [indirectly] by a song from Yes. The More We Live - Let Go.

The link to the lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/y/ye…

When you click the radio link below the advertisement on the LHS, you will get to a radio station that will play that song. I strongly recommend you listen to the song. Starts slow-ish…

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eunique offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (31 minutes after post)

ooo - i’m excited, pretty sure i can find the song on youtube.com thanx for sharing, thank you too @ A-Cortex, don’t let ‘em get ya …

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (32 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:
then the meaning is it’s time for change … if i did not share my voice, you would not have heard me

I heard you loud and clear… many words you wrote haunt me. Still, the last line..what is it you really mean to say? Perhaps I am overthinking it.

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randomchatsmith offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (35 minutes after post)

Another song to let your mind chew a bit on. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MinOjP…

Yes - Without Hope You Cannot Start The Day

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eunique offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (36 minutes after post)

perhaps, what is it that you are thinking of? the words are not to haunt, but to release from being who you are, where you are, why you are, and then, blindly moving forward from there

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (40 minutes after post)

i meant to say boldly ..boldly moving forward from there … only the next second counts, oops, yesterday’s mistake just passed

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (41 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:
perhaps, what is it that you are thinking of? the words are not to haunt, but to release from being who you are, where you are, why you are, and then, blindly moving forward from there

My eyes are closed but I still can’t move. Searching in the darkness is known well enough, but this…now…better to stay still.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (43 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:

eunique wrote:
then the meaning is it’s time for change … if i did not share my voice, you would not have heard me

I heard you loud and clear… many words you wrote haunt me. Still, the last line..what is it you really mean to say? Perhaps I am overthinking it.

I think what she means is that, her voice isn’t just a privilege, but a given right, to share with the world, otherwise, what she has been given would be a complete waste. Therefore, she has no choice, but to share her voice. I hope I explained it properly.

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Eddieee offline Verified User (4 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 56 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (44 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:
i meant to say boldly ..boldly moving forward from there … only the next second counts, oops, yesterday’s mistake just passed

I have no way to be bold anymore. I don’t wish anyone hurt. Seems all think it a game. I never did. . . . . .

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (44 minutes after post)

On a Side note, I love you poem as well, it seems to speak to me.

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eunique offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (46 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:
My eyes are closed but I still can’t move. Searching in the darkness is known well enough, but this…now…better to stay still.

yes, stay still, and breathe, from the soul, see? right now is ok, relax

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (46 minutes after post)

red1263 wrote:

Eddieee wrote:
eunique wrote:
then the meaning is it’s time for change … if i did not share my voice, you would not have heard me

I heard you loud and clear… many words you wrote haunt me. Still, the last line..what is it you really mean to say? Perhaps I am overthinking it.

I think what she means is that, her voice isn’t just a privilege, but a given right, to share with the world, otherwise, what she has been given would be a complete waste. Therefore, she has no choice, but to share her voice. I hope I explained it properly.

Thanks mate.
I get the meaning. Words are not lost on me. I wanted e’s meaning/explanation.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (49 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:

red1263 wrote:
Eddieee wrote:
eunique wrote:
then the meaning is it’s time for change … if i did not share my voice, you would not have heard me

I heard you loud and clear… many words you wrote haunt me. Still, the last line..what is it you really mean to say? Perhaps I am overthinking it.

I think what she means is that, her voice isn’t just a privilege, but a given right, to share with the world, otherwise, what she has been given would be a complete waste. Therefore, she has no choice, but to share her voice. I hope I explained it properly.

Thanks mate.
I get the meaning. Words are not lost on me. I wanted e’s meaning/explanation.

Oh! heh, Well, I’ll just get my foot out of my mouth, and be about my business ^_^;;

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (55 minutes after post)

red1263 wrote:

Eddieee wrote:
red1263 wrote:
Eddieee wrote:
eunique wrote:
then the meaning is it’s time for change … if i did not share my voice, you would not have heard me

I heard you loud and clear… many words you wrote haunt me. Still, the last line..what is it you really mean to say? Perhaps I am overthinking it.

I think what she means is that, her voice isn’t just a privilege, but a given right, to share with the world, otherwise, what she has been given would be a complete waste. Therefore, she has no choice, but to share her voice. I hope I explained it properly.

Thanks mate.
I get the meaning. Words are not lost on me. I wanted e’s meaning/explanation.

Oh! heh, Well, I’ll just get my foot out of my mouth, and be about my business ^_^;;

No, It is not like that mate. I am sorry if I came off that way. Please join in. I trust your opinion.

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Eddieee offline Verified User (4 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 56 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (57 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:

Eddieee wrote:
My eyes are closed but I still can’t move. Searching in the darkness is known well enough, but this…now…better to stay still.

yes, stay still, and breathe, from the soul, see? right now is ok, relax

I see less then I should. . . Seems you must be the guild this night.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (57 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:

red1263 wrote:
Eddieee wrote:
red1263 wrote:
Eddieee wrote:
eunique wrote:
then the meaning is it’s time for change … if i did not share my voice, you would not have heard me

I heard you loud and clear… many words you wrote haunt me. Still, the last line..what is it you really mean to say? Perhaps I am overthinking it.

I think what she means is that, her voice isn’t just a privilege, but a given right, to share with the world, otherwise, what she has been given would be a complete waste. Therefore, she has no choice, but to share her voice. I hope I explained it properly.

Thanks mate.
I get the meaning. Words are not lost on me. I wanted e’s meaning/explanation.

Oh! heh, Well, I’ll just get my foot out of my mouth, and be about my business ^_^;;

No, It is not like that mate. I am sorry if I came off that way. Please join in. I trust your opinion.

lol, kidding! I was kidding! :P

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (58 minutes after post)

Eunique very nice and original.. Listen to Eddieee He is worth listening to

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 4 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:
I see less then I should. . . Seems you must be the guild this night.

Only knocked on the door to which you should open …open

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 6 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:

Eddieee wrote:
I see less then I should. . . Seems you must be the guild this night.

Only knocked on the door to which you should open …open

Knock, knock. .

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 7 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:

eunique wrote:
Eddieee wrote:
I see less then I should. . . Seems you must be the guild this night.

Only knocked on the door to which you should open …open

Knock, knock. .

Come in ^_^

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Eddieee offline Verified User (4 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 56 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 14 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:

Eddieee wrote:
I see less then I should. . . Seems you must be the guild this night.

Only knocked on the door to which you should open …open

What am I meant to open?

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Sparrowhawk offline Verified User (5 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 18 minutes after post)

Really great poem, E! Loved it :)

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Eddieee offline Verified User (4 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 56 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 20 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:

eunique wrote:
Eddieee wrote:
I see less then I should. . . Seems you must be the guild this night.

Only knocked on the door to which you should open …open

What am I meant to open?

I don’t do well with doors these days.. lost all my keys. . .

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eunique offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 36 minutes after post)

Eddieee wrote:
What am I meant to open?

your Spirit, your Mind, your Heart, yes you have one, you have care and concern too, Now you just need to apply all 3 to Yourself. Don’t look at things literally, as just cold hard fact. Ease into acceptance. Some things cannot be changed.

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 41 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:

Eddieee wrote:
What am I meant to open?

your Spirit, your Mind, your Heart, yes you have one, you have care and concern too, Now you just need to apply all 3 to Yourself. Don’t look at things literally, as just cold hard fact. Ease into acceptance. Some things cannot be changed.

Too much cannot be changed nor erased. . .
Your words not mine..
“i’m not blind to it
i struggle to keep old skeletons away”

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eunique offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 44 minutes after post)

but keep them away you do … yesterday is gone. Period. Over. Start again … Balance - the good with the bad –

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 48 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:
but keep them away you do … yesterday is gone. Period. Over. Start again … Balance - the good with the bad –

Sorry to mislead, I loose this war everyday. It is in my words..
You have but to listen.

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eunique offline Verified User (3 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 hour, 58 minutes after post)

then come up and come out …you don’t lose, you win. Each day is New. Your own choices on your day

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (2 hours, 3 minutes after post)

eunique wrote:
then come up and come out …you don’t lose, you win. Each day is New. Your own choices on your day

Come again?! Really? Hmmmmmmmm

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (5 hours, 14 minutes after post)

it is indeed time for a change. great job in realizing this. i don’t mean that sarcastically either!! lol

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (6 hours, 26 minutes after post)

Thanks for the invite, but I don’t like poems. It’s good though.

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Indianapolis, IN, US | 1 year, 10 months ago (10 hours, 4 minutes after post)

I love the poem.

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (12 hours, 20 minutes after post)

Fire and Ice by Robert Frost,
“Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I’ve tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.”

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (1 day, 21 hours after post)

Is that a new avatar? I like it.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (2 days, 1 hour after post)

ding ding ding !! yeah! somebody noticed I came out of the box !! lol, thanks for recognizing me …:) haha

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (2 days, 1 hour after post)

eunique wrote:
ding ding ding !! yeah! somebody noticed I came out of the box !! lol, thanks for recognizing me …:) haha

I can’t help but notice your avatar has a “Day of the Dead” theme to it. Does it reflect a personal aspect of your life?

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (2 days, 1 hour after post)

yep, right along with the poem I created ~

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 10 months ago (2 days, 1 hour after post)

eunique wrote:
yep, right along with the poem I created ~

Very nice!

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