okay, I have a note that I have to give to someone I need some one to just tell me what they think…
Here is the story of why I have to give this person the note, last summer Michael, a boy who lives in my apartment complex, started flirting with me, it was actually the talk of the apartment complex, people were telling my mom that she had to keep an eye on us. well then my friend Doni, she is the one who is getting the note, came over for a visit, Michael ditched me to go flirt with her. when I noticed that he was flirting with her I told her and she said “Well he’s not my type” Doni was like a lil sister to me, she practically lived at my place last summer came every week and was there for 1 to 3 days and everytime she came michael went after her but when it was just me he came after me… well this summer I had a pool party for my birthday both doni and michael were there I finally got up the nerve to ask michael out and he not only rejected me but continued to flirt with doni right infront of my face… Doni then moved to alaska and I became close to michael again, I asked him out again and he said “I think doni is going to come back” I repeated to him what she had told me which was she wasn’t interested in him, he got mad and called me a liar, so I went home and messaged doni asking her if she would have told me if anything was going on between her and michael… she said “I finally told him that I actually do like him and we’ve been getting really close” and she never told me this! I was hurt and felt betrayed, I also felt really worthless cause this isn’t the first time that a guy has gone after one of my friends instead of me, I don’t like being second best but thats all I’ve ever been… I blew up at doni, I started yelling at her for having no consideration for my feelings and what not… we decided we would both ignore michael for the welfare of our friendship then my mom said we should still be friends with him… so we were still friends with him, then I became friends with benefits with him and doni found out… we got into another fight and I finally told her I don’t care anymore do what you want.. and she did she began going out with him, and didn’t even notice that I stopped talking to her… I figured it would blow over quickly because the only reason she liked him was because he called her beautifull all the time and what no, she just liked the compliments… my mom told me that doni was a terrible friend and wasn’t welcome at my house anymore, so I text her and told her what my mom said, told her she had to break up with michael or my mom wouldn’t let her come over again, I even told her if you choose michael thats okay as long as your happy… she chose me. and the next day she text me saying she couldn’t come back to las vegas because it would hurt to much cause michael was here… thats when I got pissed off again because I have to see michael everyday i can’t run away to alaska like she can and even if I could I wouldn’t cause I would be to ashamed of running away from my problems, which is exactly what she’s doing, she’s running away from michael and me and her mom in alaska, i don’t like running away from my problems and if the oprotunity came up to run away I wouldn’t I face them, in my eyes shes being a coward… but thats besides the point, I told her that breaking up with michael was completely useless then cause she’s never going to see me then, and she said “Why can’t you just come here to visit me?” and I told her I have two options for next summer, I can visit the 20 something family members who haven’t seen me since I was 9 in new york or I can go visit her in alaska, what is the obvious answer? and she still tried to convince me to go up there to visit her, again only thinking of herself, and then I atleast managed to convince her to come to las vegas again but she wouldn’t go anywhere near my apartment complex.. so the next day she tells me that I have been causing to much drama and that we need a break from our friendship we haven’t spoken in days… I know she will want to be friends again and when that happens thats when I will leave her this note.
will I be your friend again? yes but will I be your sister? no I can’t trust you anymore you haven’t acted like a real friend and I’ve lost all trust and respect for you. After the way you have treated me and the disrespect you have shown my mom who has treated you like a daughter, I’ve lost all my respect for you, and yes I will miss our sister hood but not enough to pretend like none of this happened. I didn’t enjoy you telling my that I wasn’t being a good friend when you were the one who used me and hurt me. I blame myself or letting you in cause you know I usually don’t let anyone get close to me… you’ve hurt me enough, I’m sorry but you have ruined our friendship entirely.
some things I forgot to put up there odds are she is never going to see michael again if she comes down to vegas michael isn’t aloud to have girls in his apartment and her family doesn’t want her dating anyone anyway. and also after doni stopped talking to me michael came up to me and said this “I’m sorry, this is all my fault I wish I had realized how this would affect you and doni before things went this far. I’m really sorry for what i’ve done can you ever forgive me. I should’ve never been so stupid to come between you and doni like that, it was a huge mistake.” Doni doesnt realize she’s done something wrong but michael does? in my eyes that really proves that doni needs a serious reality check, sorry for this being so long thanks for the help.
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