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Suicide is my only option left, or that’s how i feel.

I’m fourteen and I’ve been battling depression since i was ten. I’m sick of crying, I’m sick of feeling so empty that if i swallowed the world the hole wouldn’t get filled, and this isn’t just sometimes or when a boy decides to be a dumbass… No this is all the time. I use more cover up in the morning to hide the dark circles under my eyes because i cry all night than a teen with acne covering her face. I don’t know what to do. All i need is a reason to live.

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DarkSnow offline Verified User (3 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 9 months ago (20 hours, 17 minutes after post)

Just one reason to live? I can think of several.
What’s the worst thing in your life at the moment, and what’s the best thing?

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