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Anorexia? Whats wrong with me?
Im 16, 5′3 and anywhere from 95 to 105 llbs. (My scale is messed up and it will tell me 95 one second and 105 the next) About 2 years ago I randomly stared weighing myself a lot. And i still do. I don’t know why but its compulsive if im stressed or nervous i weigh myself. And i step on the scale 5+ times because each time it give me a different number. On average i’d say i weigh myself twice a day, somedays i dont do it at all though. i don’t think im anorexic, its not like i deprive myself of food. i do get mad at myself if it goes over 102. i will go in health phases where i count calories and such, but i always make sure i eat at least 1,500 a day. But other times i eat EVERYTHING, and i have no regrets. what is up with me?
i also noticed another nervous habit. i check the weather. like ALL the time. When im at home i check it at least once an hour,even more if im on my computer. im always looking for storms. im not afraid of storms, but i always go to the hourly forecast to see the percent chance it will rain. its just some really bizarre habit i picked up. and i do it all the time without realizing it. This last thing might just be some bizarre thing i do, its not really a problem, but what connects the two is i do these things when im nervous
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