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OK so far this year I lost my job and my house, fell

back into major depression again, tried to kill my self twice, strayed further down the path to alcoholism, finally classified my orientation, had major surgery, burnt myself 7 times deliberately and… that’s about it, guess what I mean to say is, yeah, sucks to be me. Anyone feel better now?

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (10 minutes after post)

DPT wrote:
Not realy, I stubbed my toe earlier.

lol

Tibet wrote:
You’re very lucky. You survived all that. Why would anyone feel better hearing about your sorrow. People wan’t to hear about you winning. We wish you the best.

“… but it waved the sadness like a battle flag. It said the universe had done all it could but you were still alive.”
Terry Pratchett, Soul Music

Help me with: hi internet, this is me, still can’t sleep, depression circling back again, life sucks.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (18 minutes after post)

Tibet wrote:

poetica wrote:

Tibet wrote:
You’re very lucky. You survived all that. Why would anyone feel better hearing about your sorrow. People wan’t to hear about you winning. We wish you the best.

“… but it waved the sadness like a battle flag. It said the universe had done all it could but you were still alive.”
Terry Pratchett, Soul Music

The Universe did nothing. You are responsible for your situation.

yeah I am I am totally and wholly responsible for the fact that I’m screwed up, that I am proud of my scars because it would be worse to be ashamed of them. I am solely responsible for the fact that I am finally choosing to scream out my pain instead of bottling it up, and I am most defiantly responsible for the fact that the only way I am able to open up is to people whose faces I do not know, whose only connection to me is through the anonymity of cyberspace.

yup all my fault

Help me with: hi internet, this is me, still can’t sleep, depression circling back again, life sucks.

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poetica 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (24 minutes after post)

Tibet wrote:
I’m going to sleep. Stop being a whiny little b*t*ch.

Go have fun. You will die soon anyway. Bye!

oh your fun

Help me with: hi internet, this is me, still can’t sleep, depression circling back again, life sucks.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (26 minutes after post)

poetica wrote:

Tibet wrote:
I’m going to sleep. Stop being a whiny little b*t*ch.

Go have fun. You will die soon anyway. Bye!

oh your fun

And you are a whiney little b*t*ch

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 8 months ago (29 minutes after post)

unpoetic wrote:

poetica wrote:

Tibet wrote:
I’m going to sleep. Stop being a whiny little b*t*ch.

Go have fun. You will die soon anyway. Bye!

oh your fun

And you are a whiney little b*t*ch

only on the internet darling

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