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I just don’t feel the drive I used to do for school.
I’m a 3rd year electrical engineering student at a top institution. For the past 3 weeks I’ve only gone to one class with regularity, only because it takes attendance. That’s really bad considering I’m here on loans, I lost scholarship after a bad semester.
I just feel like I’m drifting along right now. When I don’t go to class I don’t even play games or watch TV or anything, sometimes I just sit and read the news for hours. I know that I have to work hard to get what I want in life, but I just am not feeling it right now.
I’m up to date with my homework and even when I don’t go to class I’m still pretty close to where the course syllabus is. Of course I’m achieving that by doing everything last minute, which is bad for the stress it builds. I don’t find the stuff we’re doing particularly challenging, and I don’t really care about a lot of it anyway.
All I really want to do is make stuff that blows other stuff up. I don’t really care about programming or computer memory stuff, and I only have one electrical engineering specific class right now. I want to build defense and weapons systems and have enough money so I can take care of my parents who have done a lot for me.
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