i was always a gd person a nice man if ya will up untill
i hit 25 26 i had a masive mental break down and started taking drugs class A i became a drugaddict and hurt a lot of people i was no longer strong enugh to to support them like i always had dun i was mentaly tierdand i systematicly distroid my life and hurt all thows around me as the riples of what i had becom started to flow threw my life i have lost every thing i hold close my mum my son and daughter my partner my friends when i asked for help all they saw was the drug they no longer saw me im not sure if i could see me any more i have moved and started again but i feel like my life is built on one lie after a nuther how do i tell people what i have dun without them just seeing the drug it is a tar i can not wash off i am lost and alone no longer knowing who or what i am i am clean now and have been for a long time how do you tell people i can not hide it for ever my little one will oneday come and ask thows Q i dread to hear because i dont know how to reply i sit at night and think of what i will say but leaves a blaank in my minde some days i can blame the world for what it did to me othertimes i blame me and hope and pray i can rediem my soul thankyou for reading parden my spelling
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