The two friends I normally hang out with are best friends with each other and take every oppourtinty to shove it in my face.
Okay, I’m going to start fromt he begining. This summer one of my friends and i started talking. At first it was just casue I had watched this anime she was. We were pretty distant before that. Not even talking very much. After a while we were the only ones left in town so we started hanging out more. One of our mutual friends started to hang out with me when my other friend left for camp.I don’t know what happened, but they broke off things with there otehr friend and added me to their group. You know, that group of people you hang iut with constantly. I’m pretty sure it was just cause there other friend left them. now my first friend was best friends with the friend that left them. So she became best friends with my other friend and I (as always) was the third wheel.Now at frist I didn’t mind it very much. I have my own best friend and all, but eventually they… its not even the both of them! Its my other friend who started to shove it up my face. Then my other one trys to include me out of pity. I.Hate.Pity. HATE IT!!! So you can imagine how I feel when they do this.
Anyways onto the actual problem today at gym my friends started to do the whole We’re-Best-Friends-With-Each-Other-And-You-Will-Always-Be-#2-Around-Us-Thing . We have this twin day thing at my school and there doing it together and in front of my face they go ‘Oh maybe you can come over and we’ll see’ and they act like I’m not there. It was me want to go up to them shake them and ask them’ Do you SEE me? I’m HUMAN you know. I’m RIGHT HERE so why don’t you ACT LIKE IT!!!!!’ and so on, so forth. Then once the other one left my other friend goes to me ‘Who are you twin-ing with?’ my voice, cold as ice, lashes out the words ‘No one’ and she (out of pity) goes ‘Oh, I might not do it.’ and i’m pretty sure it was out of pity since she was quote ’so excited about the whole twin thing’ unquote before until i told her. It wasn’t even THIS event that bothered me. Before the other one called each other sisters in front of my face. I try to not let it bother me, but I. just. can’t. take. being. treated. like. this. anymore. ITS. KILLING. ME!!!!!!!!!! When they turn to me after it I act like I notice, but I notice so much mroe than I leet on.
So here is where I need your help. How do I convey to them how i feel without being accused of being ‘jealous’ or through little hints? -sighs- Thanks for the help! I need to get to working on ym french project now -le sigh- Once again, thanks!
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