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my partner is suicidal and wont get help.
I struggle with crohns disease, and live iwth day to day dysphoria. I made him go to the drs and they put him on meds which did nothing but make him sleep. He has had his medication changed but there is no improvement.
We both work, but live below the breadline. we cant afford to put heating on etc so things arent great. We are engaged but i dont know who this man is anymore, and bare to start planning the wedding. We dont know if i can have children so we cant plan that.
Life seems so bleak, and i try to be positive, but every time he tells me he wants to kill himself, a piece of me dies and i don tknow what to do. i thought it was me, but apparently it isnt.
Im coping with huge amounts of alcohol consumption, which does not help my crohns. I cant seem to be able to cope any other way. He wont go for counselling, and tells me if i make him it will make it worse.
please help. part of me wants to run from this man i do not know any more, andmost of my wants to help him but i cant last much more
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