I cried this morning .
I was on my way to work today, and for the first time in years I had a soul piercing cry, one that shook the very foundation of my being. I used to cry a lot, I don’t like to cry anymore. I’ve hardened myself over the years to crying, I (even though I know it’s not true) believe it’s a weakness within me, and it was. So now when I cry I know something is really wrong. Anyway, I heard two songs on the way to work today. The first one was this one “Adam’s Song” by Blink 182. http://www.najical.com/blink182/05ene... It made me think of JoJo, and I really started crying. Like I said, I’ve cried more recently, but it was like I hadn’t cried in years. I’m even welling up now, just thinking about it.
Then I listened to another favorite song of mine, one that is slightly more positive. Dream Theater’s “A Change Of Seasons” http://www.darklyrics.com/lyrics/drea...
I don’t really know why I am posting this, I need to get it out I guess. I’ve never really felt this attached to someone online, and I am seriously wrecked over it. I’m getting sick, I’m loosing sleep. I don’t know if this is to tell all of you, the second song is more true, and you need to live your life out no matter how bad it gets, or if I just need some friends to tell me everythings gonna be ok. Either way, I haven’t been this sad in a long time, and like I said. I don’t know. Post whatever, don’t post anything. Whatever.
I guess I am just lost.
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