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Med-school drop out ?
(In Foreign country- Europe)
I’ve fallen into some kind of depression. I’m a very happy person usually and I always see the bright things in life, but at this point. I don’t want to do this anymore.I want to drop out, because I’m sick and tired of these foreign professors telling me I’m stupid, or making tests that don’t seem reasonable to pass. I study, and I study hard, sometimes I don’t have time to sleep. But recently all I do is cry, I cry for hours and the reason why I cry is, that I have everything a person can imagine, but I’m still unhappy.
My mom has payed a lot and I’m suppose to study my *** off, but I see no results, and I wasn’t ready this year, and I still don’t feel ready and there is no one I can talk to here because all my “friends” are used to me as the happy girl that I am. As soon as I try to talk about my issues they tell me, you will be fine, be happy like you always are.
I’m actually having trouble speaking with people, this friday I couldn’t say a word. I spent my birthday last night, all day inside of my room crying and staring at the wall. I mean this is my dream, to become a doctor, but not in this way…
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