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What do I do about this girl?
She’s all that I can think about for the last year. We went out for a while, but I let her go because she wasn’t sure about our relationship. I don’t know why, but I got scared, and I stopped talking to her. Now it’s been an entire year since we’ve gone out. She’s going out with other guys, and I saw her talking with a guy for an hour. They really seemed into each other, and it bothers me.
I wish I could tell her everything. It might not make any difference, but these feelings are killing me. I feel stressed and sad without her. If I could tell her how I feel I would say that I love the way she makes me feel, because it used to feel like she really cared about me. I think she has the most beautiful green eyes, with a pretty smile, and a cute little laugh. I love how she helps others and loves everyone. She’s so beautiful, caring, and kind. I wish I could be myself, and just have fun with her again. Instead I shied away and I hate myself for it.
Now it’s probably too late. She’s “close” to this new guy now. Should I tell her how I feel anyway? If I do and she rejects me, I know I’ll just sink into depression.
Should I just move on and try to forget about her? There isn’t anyone that interests me as much as her. I love her more than anyone I have ever loved. It’s just so hard for me to let these feelings and these thoughts go. How do I move on if I have to?
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