im feeling so upset, im crying as i right this…
today i went to see my chinese doctor about my chinese herbal medecine that i was taking to help with my depression, anxiety, stress etc. (a hormonal balance thing)
my parents want me off the medicines, clearly my dad is hating the financial burden.
my mum asked the doctor if i could come off it and the doctor said i must be on it, but we can lower the dosage of the medecine now and then i can evetually come off it. i was so happy that things are getting better for me and balancing out.
as soon as i walk out of the doctors room my dad starts having a go at me saying i’ll never get better, and that i just have bad fate, and i dont need the medecine but i’ll probably just feel that i need it bcos the doctor had said i need it (like a plasebo effect)
this really upset me and brought me down, bcos my dad was being so negative and nasty, he made me cry, and i walked out the doctors. i came back in and my parents said no to the medecine, and to wait 2 weeks, to see how im going.
so, now im just feeling low, that i’ll never get better and i have such un supportive horrible parents. i dont think i come off the medecine can cold turkey like that… im scared something bad will happen to me… surely the doctor the doctor knew what he was talking about when he said that from experience he knows that i should come off the medication slowly…
someone help :’( do you think my parents are being fair?
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