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i was with a guy for almost a year,
he made it seem like everything was amazing, then he stops answering my calls and i find out he’s with someone else and i was pretty shocked
when we spoke he basically laughed at me for believing and was a total jerk him told me he never loved me and couldn’t imagine being with someone like me for the rest of his life and this girl has been someone he has been talking to for a long time and they could finally meet……so basically he was just using me till he could be with this girl……and he is really serious about her
i did nothing wrong although i guess i was gullible
he said really harsh things, personal things about me. also turned out to be a huge racist. he was basically just laughing at me all along and it was nothing to him. i’m black and he said he doesn’t even like black girls, he was just bored. his current girfriend is white…..
i never felt so inferior in my life.
how could i be so foolish? i feel humiliated and just can’t get over this. i keep thinking about everything, even though i have a great life and many people who love me. no one treated me like that before him. i just can’t get over it. i feel so hurt and hate myself for allowing this to happen. i feel awkward and uncomfortable with myself. i hav begun to hate myself and doubt myself if i could be taken for such a ride. i also made the big mistake of looking online about how men felt about black women and i got some harsh answers (it’s the internet i know you find what you look for….. but still…..)
i was so positive and happy and never did doubt myself this way…..now i feel inferior and upset and hate feeling this way, i can’t get over it.
i feel so stupid :(
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