I wanna quit life.
I’m 16, and I wanna just die. Not in a depressed, emo, or crazy suicidal way, but in a melancholial way, as in, I just can’t give a **** about my future, and what I could do with it, I just wanna skip all the happy, angry, sad times in my future, and go straight to the end.
I can tell though that I will have more sad than happy times though, as the only people that say I got a decent body, is my mum, brother, and my mum’s boyfriend, (they say I got a good amount of muscle, and not fat/scrawny) and no one else, so I can safely say I don’t have a good body.
No one has complimented me, apart from my mum, saying I look handsome but every mother says that to their ugly kids, and my sister even said that shes not surprised I never got a girlfriend, as I’m not where near being tall dark and handsome. A few secondary school teachers said I was bright, but my grades didn’t reflect it, with only getting average grades in most subjects.
Does anyone else feel the same? I may feel this due to my lack of enthusiasm for pretty much anything, but I don’t know for sure.
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