I need someone to slap me and tell me that the guy I like doesn’t like me back, and nor will he ever like me.
I need someone to take a hold of me and shake me. I *need* to realise that he only really properly speaks to me when he feels lonely or wants something from me.
I need someone to yell at me until I understand that the “chemistry” that I feel isn’t chemistry at all. It’s just the charm he has that has left several girls to fall for him. I don’t want to be “just another one”.
I can’t find the balance with him and he won’t let me either. Recently he’s been feeling very lonely so he’s been treating me so special, talking to me everyday for several hours a day and being so affectionate and adorable.
And now he’s ignoring me because I guess he feels guilty for leading me on. For making me think he likes me too. He’ll never like me. Why can’t I just understand that?
Everytime I go to someone with this problem, they tell me to block him out of my life. I would do that, truly I would. I’ve tried that except he’d always hunt me down somehow and then make me feel lovely again. We also share the same friends and so it’s impossible to be with them and not him at the same time.
I just need to realise that he’ll never want me and that I should move on. I need to stamp these feelings out of me. Ugh, it hurts to see him and not be *with* him. Blah. Watch as we lament about being single on Valentine’s Day tomorrow. Actually, he’ll probably spend the whole time talking about his ex who he still cares for.
No love for me. Well, that’s untrue, I’m just being a bitter girl.
I just need a wake up call. I need to move on and move away.
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