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There’s nobody left…
I only have 2 people who I would consider by best friends and they’re a couple, one of whom likes me more than his partner (and I like him too… it’s the typical forbidden love scenario) and the other of whom has been my best friend for years and, naturally, am very jealous of.
All my family, other than my mum, dad and brother are dead. Although both of my parents are disabled and my brother is at university.
I’ve been depressed for as long as I can remember but it was my friends that kept me going… now I feel like there’s nothing left. I live for making people happy but there’s no-one left to make happy. I have social anxiety so I can’t easily go out and make friends. It’s hard for me to even show my ugly face in public, let alone meet and socialise with new people…
I’m stuck. I guess I’m just ranting but whatever…. Help?
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