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Why am I so ugly?
Okay so I’m about 13 years old, Turning 14 this year and I am fully depressed with myself, I hate people looking at my face and/or anything else, I look in the mirror and almost cry, Sometimes I do, It really hits me at night… When I’m pretty much by myself. I feel like a man sometimes, Its sad because I’m tall and rough. I have .. well some say ‘big’ eyes but … alot also say I look aisan (not trying to be racist but thats what they say) My face feels brickish and I have hair above my lip that is reeeaally obviouse, AND im growing a mono! But i pluck it off. My eyebrows are bushy and my stomach is too, all of it, It even sadly grows to the back of my bum and my back, Lucky enough it stops before my chest. So I’m a chubaka man, I’m not that skinny either, Im actually quite uncomftorable with my body. It’s sad about all these things, I have to hide my stomach, completly hide my bum and make sure no one looks at my back. Its also sad how when I go into school I get calles a ‘Beast’ And ‘Chubaka’. It’s not fair, Why am I like this? I’m some kind of demented monster … But I think im a very nice person. Everyone says I am once they meet me ):
Pretty people make me sad. And when I see them wearing bikinis with the bottems without pants, I cant do that, If I wasn’t hairy I would. I remember walking home and being called fat. but that was a while ago now.
Isnt my Life cool?!?
Have I had a relationship (small crush) Oh hell no. Boys never dare to go near me (not entirely true) and even if i do
I most likely get dissed.
HELP ME !! PLEASE !! I feel like this is coming to a suicide
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