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I might be kicked out of uni, lover doesn’t even talk to me anymore, I’m addicted to anti-anxiety drugs and I’m a ******* gay.
Yeah, me again… I always make posts here when I feel bad.
I’m getting good marks but my attendance is horrible. I find it really hard to get up in the morning. Traveling to uni takes me 2.5 hours (including return). I find it really difficult to be around people so I take anti anxiety drugs all the time. They also help for my insomnia problems. But, they aren’t working so well for my anxiety caused by crowds… I feel sick of everything and tired all the time, even after 20mins of walking. I don’t know what to do. The person I love doesn’t care about anymore and many people hate me just because of who I am. God, I even let the bus driver cheat me (only 5 pounds but still), what a bloody ***** I am…
Lately I’ve been going out partying all the time, getting drunk, wasting money.
I feel like a total wreck. I’m home alone most of the time, I feel so lonely.
Don’t think there is a way to fix things now.
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