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I don’t understand myself.
I will be turning 20 years old next month, and I feel that I still act like a child. I do not even dress or look my age. One could actually mistake me for a 14 or 15 years old because of my innocent appearance. I hardly speak to people now because I have developed this intense fear of being judged and having to stand in one spot speaking to another individual… I also fear that everything that comes out of my mouth is childish and that people don’t take me seriously. I no longer feel as if I could give anyone my opinion unless it’s via text message about a subject because my mind seems elsewhere and I have problems recollecting my thoughts when I am speaking with someone in person. Now, I feel like burying myself under a rock and pretending that I don’t exist.
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