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i need this so bad,
alright well when i was 5 me and this girl met her name was patricia, she was my next door neighbour we were BEST friends like honestly bestfriends i would see her everyday one day we both had chicken pocks and we were sitting in my back yard while no one was home i was about 7, we were in my cubby and we thought that if we kissed it would take the chicken pocks away so i kissed her from that moment on i fell for her… so bad i was only seven and also that a lesson to everyone you can be in love at any age anyway, me and patricia started high school at the same school i was still in love with her at age 12 when she turned 13 she fell for a 15 year old total jerk he cheated on her and lied and everything she didnt even care she loved him, when we both got to year 10 (16 now) i finally grew the balls to tell her i liked her.. she told me i just ruined everything and said ive never thought of us sorry and walked off sad.. i walked home crying went to my room and cut myself (bad decision) i was in depression for months, then a year later came and she asked me out.. i didnt know what to say i was shocked we ended up going out for 7 years and we also had a baby together at age 20 :S, she got an abortion she thought she was to young i am now 24 and she is now gone :( she died in a terrible car accident i was driving… i wanted to die i still do i dont think i can live without her.. help??
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