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Hi Everyone, I have been a chronic back pain sufferer
for 25 years now and I’m only 43 years old and finding it difficult to keep going on with this suffering. My doctor and specialists are helping by putting me on Anti-Depressants, pain medications etc but I feel like giving up as I don’t have the energy anymore and the will to keep fighting for everyone else. I just want to not exist anymore and not feel the pain ever again. I am very unhappy and love my partner of 8 years, my family and friend who I know love and care and worry about me. People say live for yourself, the people who love you etc. Well they are the only reason I’m still here because when I think about ending my life I think about how it would effect those that I love and I feel I couldn’t do that to them. But there is another bigger part of me that is finding it harder and harder to not just end it all and that scares me. The doc’s and specialist can’t do anything more for me than help me manage the pain but I feel I have given up on myself and I don’t know how to find the will to live anymore. Can anyone help me, before its too late for me and the ones I love.
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