The past few months have been a nightmare.
It all started when I told my dad I felt like he was treating me like my older brother . A 6/1 muscular captain of the football team kinda guy. My dad and him have always been close and me and my mom equally as close. I am a scrawny. Artistic loser in 8th grade who gets his head shoved into lockers everyday. But anyway. After me telling my dad this… I have been on intense training and I mean intennnnnse training. Protein drinks. Diet. Last workout was 9 rounds of 10 squats . 40 lunges. And a bunch else. Im writing this cuz tonight I had it. I was doing a pushup (we had to do 60) and my dad said I wasn’t doing them good enough. I fell to the floor and started crying. I can walk normal cause of the pains in my legs. I aam tiny. All bones. My body just couldn’t take it. He took my crying as disrespect and started screaming at me. He told me I was worthless and he could send the whole world crashing doWn on me. He then made me do chores as my punishment. Coming home and getting bullied and then going to school… I just can’t take it. My family is dysfunctional . I have contemplated suicide before. But never tried to carry it out. He defends these actions as “wanting me to spend time with him and my brother . WHICH I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH (until now.) idk what to do. I am crying daily and I don’t know what to do. I told him “you would never want to come sing with me !” “why do I haft to work out with you ! ” I am beyond sad and cutt myself on the daily. I’m so sad but no one notices. :( I need help. Are there any legal actions I can take.? I can assure u I am not overreacting. I am beyond sad. :::::((((((
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