I am thinking about changing my life, after a long
time with many relationships, as in my other post, i have thought about leaving all that behind, and make a new start as a different person, now the problem is that i am not completely agreeing with it (I know it sounds weird), a part of me tells me to fight for my old girlfriend and eventualy get her back, another one to just completely give up and live my life without a meaning and going in a new relationship, and now the last part that is for the new start.
I already made some plans, i gave a realy nice girl in my japanese class a love letter, changed my music style, and my complete attitude, but, all these changes ( it took me a long time to accept them and realy try them out) can be undone easily, and i am a little afraid of getting hurt so badly like i did in my last relationships, and i am not to sure if i should keep going on this new path or continue on my old, of course, the old one is a dark one and i will definatly not help me getting stronger as a person, but the other one may also not work, do you know if i should change my old, obseesed, pessimistic, to the newer optimistic, light hearted one? I know it sounds weird, but i am realy split up because of this
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