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I woke up today in a neutral mood. I am home alone. I went to the bathroom, and when I saw myself in the mirror I thought I looked bad. I went to eat breakfast, still felt neutral. Then after breakfast I just collapsed. Feelings of depression just hit me all of a sudden. I sit here all day alone on the computer and do nothing. I’m on spring break, and I should be relaxing. But I have homework hanging over my head. I have to interview and gather information for two articles for the school newspaper. I hate my teacher. That class is overwhelming. I hate doing homework. I just want to relax and hang out with friends. Except I don’t have any friends. I feel like I am nice to everyone and happy at school. I’m a good student, all A’s. But no one really is my friend. I don’t have a deeper connection with anyone. Except my boyfriend. I feel great when I’m with him, but when I’m home alone I realize I don’t have any other friends. I am a varsity rower, have been for three years. Everyone on my team is nice to me. I feel secure and confident at practice, but at school and home I just feel ugly and alone. I am a Christian, I am saved. I pray and read the bible about this, but nothing is really helping. My boyfriend is trying to help by showing me ways to invite people over and hang out. But I don’t feel like anyone would want to. I feel boring. I feel useless. I just get depressed sometimes. What can I do?

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