death help: Overwhelming Thoughts

Savanna_

Overwhelming Thoughts

No will to live
Too scared to die
Each day same as the last.
memory fading,
How nice to feel nothing.
If only that were true..

Love, joy, pain, sorrow
Wouldn’t they be
a wonderful thing
to erase from your memory?
are emotions valued?
Torturers of the soul.
Oh, Why cant I be hollow?

Confusion, corruption
Contradictions the same.
Thoughts, words, voices
They all dance around in my head.
Why cant they be silent?
oh sweet maddening quiet.

The failure of my own self destruction
Its driving me insane.
How much longer must this go on
Before I finally break?

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Ahhotep 6 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Send your souls to my jar
Little fireflies of memory

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Savanna_ changed the tags on this post: they were "destruction, Corruption, true love, Wonderful, Driving, failure, Finally, memory, Sorrow, Hollow, poem, death, end" 1 year, 2 months ago.

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hoofinmout #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (31 minutes after post)

Know that there are people who care, who you’ve never met.
Know that I didn’t take the time to write this for any other reason.
You you know peace.

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Eddieeee 12 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (22 hours, 42 minutes after post)

Hollow and silent is not really living, is it.
Better to be full and very loud. Shake this S. I can’t tell you how, but I trust there is a way.

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Savanna_ 29 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (23 hours, 11 minutes after post)

Hollow and silent.. No, I am not that. I was for a while and I can honestly say it was better. It was nice not to care. Now I am bothered by the most trivial things…

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Eddieeee 12 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 day, 18 hours after post)

savanna017 wrote:
Hollow and silent.. No, I am not that. I was for a while and I can honestly say it was better. It was nice not to care. Now I am bothered by the most trivial things…

What bothers you S?

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Savanna_ 29 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 day, 19 hours after post)

hmmm.. Ide rather not answer that..

How are you doing? ^^

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Eddieeee 12 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 day, 19 hours after post)

savanna017 wrote:
hmmm.. Ide rather not answer that..

How are you doing? ^^

That is okay S. I’m not sure if I would have answered that either.

I am well thanks. :)

I am trying to write a happy poem but I have no muse for such things. Right now it is more gibberish then anything. LOL

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Savanna_ 29 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 day, 19 hours after post)

Your poems are not gibberish. They are interesting, come from the soul, and are very touching. If I do that my writing just comes out morbid.
But poetry is a good way to vent :)

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Eddieeee 12 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 day, 19 hours after post)

savanna017 wrote:
Your poems are not gibberish. They are interesting, come from the soul, and are very touching. If I do that my writing just comes out morbid.
But poetry is a good way to vent :)

Thanks S :)

I enjoy your poems. They are not morbid.
Keep venting S!

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