Hello, I am seeking help from anyone who will give a helping hand or just a listen.
All the way up until this past December I was physically at the top of my life, but emotionally torn apart. I contemplated/prepared my suicide (even knowing as a Christian, what this meant). January, I re-dedicated my life and emotionally got on the right path with studying Gods word and taking the steps to make my life right. Well, my mind was locked on God in January and in turn, Satan attacked me physically. I started having back pain and through a series of doctor visits and MRI’s, I have developed tumors in my upper back and have been diagnosed, as well, as having degenerative disk disease. The tumors will have to wait as results came back benign. Yet my L4/L5 are degenerated to the point of needing surgery. Oh yeah, I am a active duty US Marine with 19 years of continuing faithful service and 6 combat tours. I need help bad. Since tithing God the right way, everything else is beginning to fall to the wayside. God tells me to ‘test him’ with 10% and see if not does not respond ten-fold. I worship and praise while I wait. Satan is knocking at my door and I do not want to let him in. Please, contact me if you require anything from me, but please help. My wife has began crafting Disciple Crosses. I just need help, please God, hear answer my prayers. Amen!
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