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I just feel so ugly, stupid, imperfect, worthless, and alone.
I know I really shouldn’t care, but my ex that dumped me is now seeing an absolutely GORGEOUS girl (she’s a model and a singer with a recording contract), who’s also smart and nice. I just feel like he traded me in, and by the looks of it, he traded up. I’m trying my best to be happy for him - because that’s what it means to care about someone, putting their feelings before your own even when it hurts. But this REALLY hurts. How am I ever supposed to compete with that? Not necessarily for him, but with everything? Why would ANYONE want to know me when there are girls like that out there?
I’m not pretty, I’m okay at a lot of things but not good at anything, I’m smart but not genius. I just feel like I’m mediocre at best with everything. I try my best, but what good does it do when it’s never good enough for anyone?
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