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I dont know whats happening to me..

for the past few years of my life i always feel like theres a memorie from my childhood that i blocked out and I cant seem tl every remember it. Ever since i was a kid 5-6 i had anxiety and panic attacks, im now 20 and still live with them till this day. I have very bad insomnia everytime i try to sleep my mind wont let me or i get horrible dreams.. Most of them of me as a kid in my old house.. Anoter thing though is i sometimes smoke weed beacuse it brings back childhood memories and lets me see life in a different way the way i saw it as a kid .. I just dont know what to do anymore am i imagining all of this?

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Zirbel offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (22 minutes after post)

“4 Simple Steps to End a Panic Attack”:
http://www.nlppati.com/articles/end-p…

“How to Stop Having Panic Attacks”:
http://www.ehow.com/how_4527080_stop-…

Solutions of affected people:
http://www.43things.com/things/view/1…

“How to Stop Worrying · Self-Help Strategies for Anxiety Relief”:
http://helpguide.org/mental/anxiety_s…

—> See a psychiatrist if it doesn’t help!

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imrockinsteady offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (27 minutes after post)

Have you tried talking to a shrink? If you really want to remember, you could try things like hypnosis. But maybe you blocked things out for a reason and should just try to go on living your life and leaving your past behind you. If you are still having blackouts, I would definitely seek professional help. There could be something wrong in your brain.

Also, your life kind of sounds like the plot from the movie Butterfly Effect. Although, I wouldn’t watch it if I were you. It would probably just freak you out.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (3 hours, 39 minutes after post)

I don’t know whats happening to you either. But since you smoke weed, you’re ok to me! XD

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Dr. Ozy offline Verified User (6 years) Long Term User Shouts: 39 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (5 hours, 22 minutes after post)

well it has to be asked, but, do you use any other drugs besides weed? have you ever?

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