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I’m suffering from a broken heart
I’m currently living abroard as part of my studies, and while I was in Spain I met the most wonderful man I have ever met. He wanted me to teach him english while he helped me with my spanish and so our friendship grew through that. We met up together frequently; he showed me new places around the city and I realised that he was perfect for me. I’d been messed around in the past by people, but this guy was such a good, intelligent, kind, funny person. by December time we’d kissed and it had become very aparent that we liked eachother. Unfortunately, I had to move country in January to a very strange city where i don’t have many friends. I was very sad, but I made plans to return in the summer to work, and although I was struggling in this new place I clung onto the fact that I would be returning to Spain in the summer. As things got worse I decided I needed to go back to spain as a break and to see my friends. i got so excited to go and when i got there i arranged to meet up with this guy, whom I had been emailing over the last month. He took me to a new bar where his friend worked and I was having such a lovely time until out of the blue a woman came in and sat next to us. He imediately put his arms around her and I noticed sooner or later that they were all over eachother and that must have been his girlfriend. I kept cool and was polite and we carried on chatting after she left. I know i have no right to be angry at him because I’ve been gone for so long but inside it hurts so much. I hate where I’m living at the moment, but te holiday that was suppost to cheer me up is just making it harder. I still love him and I still want to be his friends because he’s helped me so much and he is genuinely lovely. I’m still supposed to be going back, but I don’t know how or what will happen if I do. I’m still in love with him, and although I wish no heart ache to the girlfirend, I want him!
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