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Today’s my 19th birthday and I’m feeling really down and depressed.
I’ve been depressed for a while now but today should be a happy day for me but I’m far from happy. My family’s all sick with serious medical conditions and can’t come see me. Most of my friends have their own events tonight or are overseas and can’t see me either.
My boyfriend of 2 years today (he was my 17th birthday present) has been the only one spending it with me at the moment. He hasn’t got me anything for my birthday though which makes me kinda upset. I mean sure he brought me fish supplies for my baby fish I have at the moment, he brought me alcohol for tonight and food today as well. I don’t know if I’m just being really selfish and greedy but I wish he would buy me at least something of sentimental value. For the 2 years I’ve been with him I’ve got him a $300 dollar camera, I got him an iPod and I made him a book telling him about all the things I love about him for his birthday and our anniversary.
We are both pretty much broke as regards to money which does explain why he can’t afford things but I don’t know. I think I’m just being a moody selfish person at the moment.
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