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How do I stop being so annoying?
I don’t do it on purpose. I just feel like I talk too much sometimes. Not in that I’m constantly talking, but that I just rub people the wrong way, I guess. I’ve tried to control it. I can’t just change myself like that though.
I feel like it’s part of the reason why I’m so alone now. Who would want to be friends with me? I really don’t have anyone left in my real life that I could consider to be a ‘friend’. There’re a few people online, but even with them, I feel like I annoy them sometimes. They’ll quit responding after a while, even if I say several more things, hoping for some kind of response.
I’ve grown to hate myself for this…curse. I wish I could be normal. If there was a procedure for personalities that was the equivalent of plastic surgery for the body, I’d have it done. I feel trapped in my mind. I know something’s wrong with me (that I’m annoying) and I can’t escape it (fix it).
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