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Why am I so alone?
I always feel like the one that’s too different to be truly liked.
No matter how popular I am and how many friends I have, I don’t let anyone get close to me and those that do get close always hurt me.
I feel to scarred and hurt to feel truly included. Even the people that are the closest to me hurt my heart…and because they’re so close it hurts even more. I can’t outgrow my past hurts.
When people from the outside look in, they think I have the perfect life…my family is loving, we are rich, and I have everything that others could only dream about but that just excludes me from others even more.
I don’t feel like I’ll truly belong anywhere where I can be accepted for who I am. I feel trapped from ever making any meaningful relationships. I see no light at the end of this tunnel.
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