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One day she and I are fine.

Then it comes up that she isn’t sure about how I feel about her. A few days later she breaks up with me without any other explanation. Turns out she went with someone else at some point either before or after we broke up. I don’t know. She and I never talked as to why she and I never really talked about what happened or us or any real explanation. We went on with our lives as if nothing had ever happened. Now it’s been a month and a half since then.

We still see each other about 4 times a week. Sometimes we talk and when we do, it’s like nothing ever happen. We talk and joke around and just get along well. I am still having a little bit of trouble moving on. Part of me still wants to know what really happened between us. If it really was the thing she told me a few days before we broke up or if it was her wanting to be with someone else.

I wont deny it, I still have feelings for her and part of me still wants to be with her. But I know I shouldn’t want someone like her. I found out about some lies later on and just the idea of things I have as to why we broke up just points to her being someone I shouldn’t want to be with. But either way, I still want to talk with her about what happened.

When it first occurred I told some friends I wanted to talk to her. Some say I should, that they don’t see anything wrong with it and that I would get some closure. While others say don’t. I’ve noticed that the majority that say talk to her are close friends while the ones who say don’t aren’t as close. I never talked to her. But I still want to do it, and now I am so conflicted. I don’t know if I should or shouldn’t.

What do you think I should do? I just keep running things in my head and would like to know the truth on something’s hoping that perhaps I can stop running all these what ifs scenarios. I don’t expect to get back with her. If anything if I do this (even if I don’t) I plan on cutting all connections very soon. So basically it’s now or never to talk to her. I just don’t know if I should. I keep saying no, get over it. But then all these thoughts just go through my head. Help!!!

and if i do talk to her: Should I do it in person, or text? I’d prefer to do it in person. I can see her reactions and expressions and I feel like I’d get more honest answers.

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One day she and I are fine. Then it comes up that she isn’t sure about how I feel about her. A few days later she breaks up with me without any other explanation. Turns out she went with someone else at some point either before or after we broke up. I don’t know. She and I never talked as to why she and I never really talked about what happened or us or any real explanation. We went on with our lives as if nothing had ever happened. Now it’s been a month and a half since then.

We still see each other about 4 times a week. Sometimes we talk and when we do, it’s like nothing ever happen. We talk and joke around and just get along well. I am still having a little bit of trouble moving on. Part of me still wants to know what really happened between us. If it really was the thing she told me a few days before we broke up or if it was her wanting to be with someone else.

I wont deny it, I still have feelings for her and part of me still wants to be with her. But I know I shouldn’t want someone like her. I found out about some lies later on and just the idea of things I have as to why we broke up just points to her being someone I shouldn’t want to be with. But either way, I still want to talk with her about what happened.

When it first occurred I told some friends I wanted to talk to her. Some say I should, that they don’t see anything wrong with it and that I would get some closure. While others say don’t. I’ve noticed that the majority that say talk to her are close friends while the ones who say don’t aren’t as close. I never talked to her. But I still want to do it, and now I am so conflicted. I don’t know if I should or shouldn’t.

What do you think I should do? I just keep running things in my head and would like to know the truth on something’s hoping that perhaps I can stop running all these what ifs scenarios. I don’t expect to get back with her. If anything if I do this (even if I don’t) I plan on cutting all connections very soon. So basically it’s now or never to talk to her. I just don’t know if I should. I keep saying no, get over it. But then all these thoughts just go through my head. Help!!!

SomeNYChick 15 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (18 minutes after post)

When you have that kind of conversation via text, TONE is always misinterpreted. Your friends are right. What you are looking for is closure, and you deserve that. You should talk to her, but you need to be prepared for ANYTHING she will say. You need to be prepared for her to lie to your face, and for some of the things she says to hurt more than you expected. That doesn’t mean that she will, but if you are prepared for anything, you will be surprised by nothing. It’s good that you have already decided to cut ties completely. It will make it easier to do, after you clear the air.

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wil 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (1 hour, 50 minutes after post)

What do you have to lose if you ask her to explain things?

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Tamaragirl 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (12 hours, 45 minutes after post)

I agree that talking to her would give you closure, but in all reality, what do you expect to hear?
Personally, I think that by talking to her you might just make yourself more upset because she might reveal things to you that you didn’t need to hear, or she might just shut you down completely. I know I dont know too much about the situation, but it is always worth a shot if you think it will help. Just be prepared for the worst if you do choose to talk to her about it.

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1 year ago (15 hours, 38 minutes after post)

I think what I want is to just hear what I already know coming from her. To make it reality. I’ll be sad, I’ll be hurt, I’ll probably even still be pissed off. But I feel like I need to hear it because I’m still holding on to any shred of hope I can get and I just want to be done. I guess I just want that extra fuel to get over it.

Another thing. Any ideas on how I can ask her to meet up? I dont know if I should just be all “hey when are u free to meet up, I want to talk.”

Tamaragirl 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (17 hours, 41 minutes after post)

Well that could work, or you could just have an unplanned meet up, and just confront her.

osmiou 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (17 hours, 50 minutes after post)

This is complete bs. She is just using you to get an emotional satisfaction. I guess that you make her feel good about herself. Most likely because you lavish her with unconditional adoration - this is a fairly rare thing for anybody to get let alone someone like this girl (and by the way she is treating you is probs someone not deserving at all this sentiment.

You should not blame yourself for continually being duped by this girl because everyone finds it difficult to let go of something that they have invested so much time and emotion. But this girl is taking advantage of this and milking your sad feelings to gratify her sense of self worth.

All you need to know is that your future isnt with this girl. And then hey f**k it and move on. Have confidence in yourself that your decent person. And from what i can tell one day you will find someone worthy of your affection and you will stun her with the beauty of your love her and sh will be God dam grateful.

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