If noises were to be seen, your voice would caress my quivering body. It’s slight lightness would gently wrap my head in a comforting touch. Your eyes would dance with mine in a tango of the night and your soft angelic skin would wrap around my neck, sending warmness to my soul. If only I could call you mine. If only I could go that two hours. If only I could tell you how I feel in person. We talk so much over the internet and phone, we have so much in common, we laugh at the same jokes, we cry at the same movies. If only I could call you mine. You told me the distance was too far, but in my heart I know it’s not. I’ll take any transportation I can find. I will walk those miles if I must. My heart has been set on you and I’ve showed you a little once before; you’ve said you have some of the same feelings but you were unsure. We have seen each other through pictures and video, it’s just reality we haven’t accomplished yet. I want to hold you in my arms and say what is in my heart. I know their are girls surrounding me and saying they want me, but I want to tell you that I do not want them. I know one constantly cuddles next to me and constantly tries to impress me, I try to ignore it and get free but she won’t let me, that’s when I picture you in my head. I think “In this moment, I am free” as I watch your eyes dance magically and your hair flow with the wind. I want you so bad it kills me everyday. You helped me get over my past relationship and with many other things too. I wish I could tell you how I feel, but school has got your tongue. I try to talk to you everyday, but some times you have homework to do. Which makes me proud of you. You stick with you educaution and about to be graduating early. I don’t know if I can call this love, because I thought I had love for me past relationship, but this seems something stronger something powerful something that brings me to life. I’m afraid I might lose you soon, for you are going to be going to college soon. I’m afraid we will lose contact and will never speak again. I want to tell you these things now, but I don’t want to ruin what we have already. My brain is in a hurricane of emotions. I don’t want another woman I want you, but I’m afraid if you graduate and I start to get a job I will lose you and I will be forced to move on and date some one new. I don’t want this to happen, Why am I so scared to say this to you? Why do I keep repeating your name in my head? Why do I only think of you when a friend asks for relationship advice? Why must you be far away? Why? why? Why?
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