alright so last night I got drunk with my best friend, her boyfriend and 2 of our other guy friends.
whenever I get drunk I talk a loooot and I usually end up telling things that I shouldn’t. well if any of you all have happened to read any of my past posts then you’ll know that I have had a rough past. and i had kept all of that from my best friend because it wasn’t her burden to bear. i ended up telling her and her boyfriend (who i’ve become pretty close friends with as well) that i had been raped and had been self harming since then (which has been a while) and at first she was really upset with me that I hadn’t told her sooner. they were both really understanding about it though. the reason i told them was because i’m trying to stop self harming. I had gone a while with out doing it but then i started up again pretty heavily. at the moment i haven’t hurt myself since the first week of february. i told them because i need someone to hold me accountable for my actions. i feel like if i have someone that’s gonna be looking for cuts or any kind of injury i’ll be less likely to do it. her boyfriend told me that if he suspected i was harming again or saw any fresh cuts that he was going to take me to the hospital. that scares me. was he wrong to say that or is that just him looking out for me? after i sobered up this morning i kinda wish i would have kept all that to myself…
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