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I am having the blue with my life.

I hate myself. I tried to kill myself 5 times this year but i mess up.

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Sucess offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 minute after post)

just dont!! think about fun things like for me it is going to my two airplanes on some days.

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Dr. Ralph offline Verified User (4 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (10 minutes after post)

You need some medication and counseling. Do you have access to a doctor? Call the hotline HelpBot suggests… 1-800-273-8255.

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1 year ago (55 minutes after post)

Don’t ever do that, PLEASE.
this sounds cheesy I know, but it’s true.
You were here on this Earth for a REASON.
To someone, although you may not know it - you’ll mean the WORLD to them.
You have value and mirth in this world.
Life is precious and you are one of the few with this gift in your hands. Sure, there are many hardships in life, but life can be made like that. We just have to learn how to get THROUGH them.
And you WILL.
If you left, life will be bleak to someone’s eyes.
Whatever is wrong, you can always seek help.
But, cutting of your precious life is NOT the answer.

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Sucess offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 hour, 42 minutes after post)

like

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Zirbel offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (7 hours, 19 minutes after post)

Ask for help and support. Call a hotline and have a talk with people who will understand you!

“How To Avoid Committing Suicide”:
http://www.wikihow.com/Avoid-Committi…

“What To Do If You Are In Suicidal Danger”:
http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscente…

“Suicide is NOT a Selfish Act — It is an Act of Desperation by Someone in Intense Pain”:
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-is-not…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (USA, listed by states) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlin…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (International · Over 60 countries outside USA) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/international-…

✖ International Suicide Prevention Wiki ✖
http://suicideprevention.wikia.com

“If your are thinking about suicide … read this first”:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

Survivors of Suicide
http://www.survivorsofsuicide.com/

American Association of Suicidology
http://www.suicidology.org/home

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LadyLeo offline Verified User (4 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (23 hours, 47 minutes after post)

I am afraid to have contact with another person and talk about my issues but I will take the number and maybe it will be there

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Sucess offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 day after post)

You are taking a step right here you are getting help. No ones is punishing you.

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LadyLeo offline Verified User (4 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 day after post)

Well, thank you I am making a big step, but my boyfriend has threatened to leave me if I don’t get help.

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Sucess offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 day after post)

you see people here like your boyfriend are trying to give you some help. Just get the help and everything will be normal.

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Sucess offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 day after post)

how old are you

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LadyLeo offline Verified User (4 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 day after post)

I am 21.

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Sucess offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 day after post)

Just in time to start fresh Life is about what you can make of it

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