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I blew it…
I lost my friend because I confessed my heart to her…She adn I met a while ago, but she and I had the hots for each other for a while now….her and her boyfriend have rough times once and a while, and something wasn’t right. He was always jealous of any sort of “guy-company” with her, regardless of who it was. ANyway, some crazy stuff went down, and I almost lost her due to a near death experience on her end. That was when I knew I fell in love. I was too chicken to say anything because I didn’t want to screw us up at all. Finally, one day I just go for it.
She had been in some depression moods given the recent experience, so I bought her a single rose and made a poem for her. I’m cheesy that way. The last rhyme was to rhyme with “I’ve fallen in love with you.” Anyways, I left it a mystery for her to ask me, she did, I told her, and she didn’t seem taken back by it. She seemed kinda indifferent actually, not mad, awkward, but not super ecstatic. Well, we hang out again on her request two days later, have a fun time…and her bf calls her up, on his tirade again, so I say “Screw it, go to him, he’s yours right?” and I let him just have his way to avoid a tantrum or explosion. I just wanted to plant the seed for when things go south that I’d be there for her waiting patiently.
Well, 15 minutes after I get home, she calls me, she says that we, as friends, are causing monster issues with her and her bf due to the jealousy. She says she can no longer speak to me, hang out with me, blocked my facebook, all of it. We can only talk at work, about work. She “claims” it’s because of him and her, but deep down I feel like had I not confessed my love….this never would have happened…..I don’t know….and I’ve been warned against ti too…but I didn’t listen…..
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