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i cant keep living this way.
everyday is a struggle to keep smiling and pretending its all okay. my fiance is extremley tempermental and does not get along with my family, and blames me for anything that goes wrong… we have a 3 month old son who we both love very much, but i am concerned for how much yelling and fighting goes on around him. whenever there is fighting i immeditaly try to remove him from it, or at least out of the room, though am not always sucsesful. My fiance wants to rush and get married as i leave 10 months for an extended period of time… she knows that i would prefer to wait, as we have only been together for a year. we have a date set for soon, but i have to tell her we need to change it today, due to availability of my family… and i know that will cause a fight this weekend. it has probably been a month or more since we did not fight one weekend about something, and i t is all little stuff and i dont understand why she gets so angry about it all…. she relies on me to make her happy all the time, but anytime i suggest anything or try to do anything she says no… and i just cant keep fighting and smiling at the same time… it wears me down and sinks me into depression a little more every day and i dont know how to tell her that with out another big fight…
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