I don’t think I will make it, living a lie
I am very lonely, I dont even have fked up people to be with because the anxiety of being with others is overwhelming. I am tired of having to lie to others about my life, so that they can probably accept me. I am living a lie. At the moment, unemployed and looking. At times, I truly wish I could believe in something other than myself, but there is simply nothing, as there has always been. I feel really that im a plain observer of my closed ones lives, and that im doing unworthy things with my life. I want to end this, I feel like jumping off the balcony. I have no social support.
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