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Voices in head telling me to kill myself.
I’m at the end of my rope here. I’m hearing this loud, demonic, male voice telling me things. Most of the time it’s telling me to kill other people. Other times it’s promising me power and revenge on my enemies. I’ve also had conversations with the voice. But lately it’s been telling me to kill myself. I’m so depressed and sick of the the voice, that I think I’m going to do it. I’m convinced that the voice is real and everyone else doesn’t seem to understand, telling me that demons don’t exist, and it’s just my thoughts or imagination. But why would I imagine or think things like that? I’m so upset and confused. I’ve been hospitalized for it three times, and placed on several different anti-psychotics that don’t seem to be working. I don’t know what to do anymore…..and I think I just might listen to it and kill myself…just to end all this…..I’m sick of it.
If demons are real, then are angels? Satan? God?
If I was convinced there was evil in my mind plaguing me, I’d try to find the forces that are supposed to be fighting against it. Have you tried going to a church and getting prayer?
there are demons in this word. but they have no power over humans. all they do is tourment you till you cant take it anymore and you actually off yourself. once they get you to do that your soul becomes theres forever. just stay strong and ignore the voice after awhile the demon will notice he cant have your soul and he will give up and go away.
DON’T! DON’T DO IT! Don’t give in! You’re seeking for help and that’s proof you’re doing better now. If medical help won’t work, consult spiritual help. Go to your nearest parish or church and ask a priest’s or nun’s help. If it is a demon, then killing yourself will only bring you to him. I’m sure you don’t want that.
@Darksnow - The voice terrifies me. I have been to a church, but they were unable to tell me anything useful. They just told be to ignore the demon and it will eventually go away, and everytime I try that, the voice just gets louder.
It gets louder, but that doesn’t mean it can hurt you. God is with us all and he will protect us. There’s a saying, “There is nothing to fear, but fear itself.” Fear is usually used in manipulation. If you don’t give the voice what it wants, it WILL get louder, but out of frustration and desparation, knowing you are getting stronger and there’s nothing it can do. It’s just trying to scare you into doing things that you shouldn’t. When did you start hearing it?
Anonymous wrote: @Darksnow - The voice terrifies me. I have been to a church, but they were unable to tell me anything useful. They just told be to ignore the demon and it will eventually go away, and everytime I try that, the voice just gets louder.
I’m afraid that doesn’t work. It’s like an empty room…
Matthew 12:43-45 wrote: 43 “When the unclean spirit has gone out of a person, it passes through waterless places seeking rest, but finds none. 44 Then it says, ‘I will return to my house from which I came.’ And when it comes, it finds the house empty, swept, and put in order. 45 Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more evil than itself, and they enter and dwell there, and the last state of that person is worse than the first. So also will it be with this evil generation.”
Evil is only able to exist in a person’s live if there is an absence of good. I went through a battle somewhat similar to this, and the only way I ended it was filling my life with God. You truly can’t fight it on your own. I’m sorry that that church was not able to help you. I don’t believe they understand the issue well enough then. Unfortunately, some churches and “Christians” don’t have much experience with a lot of things they should have experience with. But it is possible to get this to stop. Keep searching for help, from other churches and from God.
But the main thing is, you can’t just be empty. You can’t just remove the evil, you have to also pursue the good so that it can replace the evil.
@humanspider72 - I’ve had depression for years, but I started hearing the voice at around september of last year. I went to the doctor immediately where they prescribed an anti-psychotic but it didn’t seem to work. I’ve been on several different meds, none that have worked yet.
I’ve always been scared to pray or seek God in ever since I started hearing it, because I’m afraid that the voice will actually hurt me.
Anonymous wrote: @humanspider72 - I’ve had depression for years, but I started hearing the voice at around september of last year. I went to the doctor immediately where they prescribed an anti-psychotic but it didn’t seem to work. I’ve been on several different meds, none that have worked yet.
I’ve always been scared to pray or seek God in ever since I started hearing it, because I’m afraid that the voice will actually hurt me.
I know it may make life more bearable to actually beleive that it is some demonic force out to get you, but it isn’t. It’s the progession of your illness. Keep going back to your doctor for therapy and continue trying meds until you find one that works for you. It hasn’t even been a year yet. Pray to God if you like, but you need to do more than that to be proactive in fighting your illness.
If you’re already feeling like killing yourself, the voice harming you will be the least of your problems. It *is* trying to kill you already. If it could do more, don’t you think that it would already? It’s afraid of God, if it wants you to think it would hurt you for going to God, so you don’t have to be afraid of it.
If you seek a power great enough to destroy it, it can threaten you all it wants. But seek God and cry out for Him, and you can defeat it. You’ve already said you can’t do it on your own.
Don’t be afraid. God will always be there to protect you. He is the answer to all our problems. If we put Him first, He will handle all your problems, even that voice. Though, I think you should find a priest or nun who may give you good advice asap. Is there anything else we should know about this voice?
Please seek medical attention,it’s just a matter of time now before you will hear a knock on your door,just because you are listed as anonymous,your internet address (ISP#) will pin-point your exact location,so be careful what you type when feeling moody