I can be really miserable at times and I end up taking out on the people that are trying to care about me.
My ex was trying to be a good boyfriend and because of the way I’d been treated before I wasn’t affectionate with him. I guess I was scared. So yesterday we ended things or he did rather because he’s not happy. He told me that he doesn’t know if he’s ready but at the same time he likes me. He also said that he has the temptation for other women and although at first I was annoyed I realised that all men do they just don’t say it.
I’ve yet again realised that I do care about him and I told him I don’t actually want the relationship to end. I’m supposed to be going to see him soon but I’m waiting for him to get back to me. It’s really annoying because I’m blaming myself but I’m so angry at him because I told him so many things at the beginning of the relationship. He wanted it so bad but I told him that because I was going to be his first girlfriend I didn’t want to end up as the guinea pig. I didn’t want to get hurt again, I warned him about everything. He then said that he possibly wanted to ‘press the red button’. It’s as if I’m some sort of game to him and he wanted to conquer me but he was good to me. I t’s only been a month although we were friends for two years. That friendship is now ruined and over if this can’t be sorted out. I don’t understand how after a month that you could make such a decision. He said that these are supposed to be the best times but it feels like he’s been married for 10 years. I guess it’s because I moan at him. There are other minor things but I just wanted some advice based on what I’ve said
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