I’m about to ******* kill myself…….
I already said goodbye to the people I care about. I have my method of how I’m going to kill myself (im going to stab myself with a knife) and I have planned to make it happen in the next hour. My friend referred me here because she had no idea what to do other than cry. I wish there was another way but I feel like death is my only option. I’m so upset with my life and myself. I am a horrible person. I deserve to die and rot in Hell.
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Can you tell me why do you think you are horrible person ? Why are you upset ? Suicide is something that is impossible to take back and there is always another solution ! Talk to me …what is going on in your life ?
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I’m horrible because people see me as a negative person. I’m always pointing out the bad iin others and myself. I can’t be happy for anyone because good things never happen to me. I’m tired of my depression and psychosis. I’m tired of people calling me evil and crazy, and I’m tired of life. I’m always lonely. I only have one good friend, and she’s pretty much given up on me. I can’t find a nice person to date because no one wants to be around me. I’m just tired of living.
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I’m horrible because people see me as a negative person. I’m always pointing out the bad iin others and myself. I can’t be happy for anyone because good things never happen to me. I’m tired of my depression and psychosis. I’m tired of people calling me evil and crazy, and I’m tired of life. I’m always lonely. I only have one good friend, and she’s pretty much given up on me. I can’t find a nice person to date because no one wants to be around me. I’m just tired of living.
Have you ever heard about “Positive Thinking”?
It’s an attitude which can change your life to a more satisfied side.
“Start The Day With Positive Thinking”:
http://allthingsmamma.com/2010/01/sta…
Some other exercises in “Positive Thinking”:
· http://www.squidoo.com/brightside
· http://www.wethechange.com/7-effectiv…
PalIm edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
I’m about to ******* kill myself…….
I already said goodbye to the people I care about. I have my method of how I’m going to kill myself (im going to stab myself with a knife) and I have planned to make it happen in the next hour. My friend referred me here because she had no idea what to do other than cry. I wish there was another way but I feel like death is my only option. I’m so upset with my life and myself. I am a horrible person. I deserve to die and rot in Hell.
It ain’t gonna happen? Watch it happen. I came here looking for hell, for an alternate solution. But if people are gonna be like that then why even try….
Sometimes its best to focus only on yourself and on things you enjoy and like…and gradually you will meet people with similar interests and passions !
And if you would be forced to say your best quality what would that be ? What do you like in life ? Whats your favorite hobby ?
Zirbel edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
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mindhealer changed the tags on this post: they were "Goodbye, Person, Option, Method, upset, Knife, death, IDEA, Stab, care" 11 months, 3 weeks ago.
My favorite hobby is art. People say I can draw very well.
PalIm edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
I’m about to ******* kill myself…….
I already said goodbye to the people I care about. I have my method of how I’m going to kill myself (im going to stab myself with a knife) and I have planned to make it happen in the next hour. My friend referred me here because she had no idea what to do other than cry. I wish there was another way but I feel like death is my only option. I’m so upset with my life and myself. I am a horrible person. I deserve to die and rot in Hell.
I never understood why people just gave up. Why give up? There is so much more life to be lived.
Well there you go ! Its very interesting but very talented artists…and it doesnt matter in what field…they are very emotional and connected to feeling of others.
It might be a challenge but great artists use their sorrow and anguish into their works.
For example some great poems were created only due to failed romance or depressing life situation. Try to express how you feel thru your art. Do not pay so much attention to other people…because once you get more and more confident..people around you will start to see you as confident.
What style are you using the most in your art ?
Zirbel edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
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ENAMTHBert edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
I’m about to ******* kill myself…….
I already said goodbye to the people I care about. I have my method of how I’m going to kill myself (im going to stab myself with a knife) and I have planned to make it happen in the next hour. My friend referred me here because she had no idea what to do other than cry. I wish there was another way but I feel like death is my only option. I’m so upset with my life and myself. I am a horrible person. I deserve to die and rot in Hell.
Zirbel edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
I’m about to ******* kill myself…….
I already said goodbye to the people I care about. I have my method of how I’m going to kill myself (im going to stab myself with a knife) and I have planned to make it happen in the next hour. My friend referred me here because she had no idea what to do other than cry. I wish there was another way but I feel like death is my only option. I’m so upset with my life and myself. I am a horrible person. I deserve to die and rot in Hell.
I use a cartoon style in my art, and sometimes I do realism. Everything I draw is emotionally disturbing, but there is the occasional time where I draw happy things.
PalIm edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
I’m about to ******* kill myself…….
I already said goodbye to the people I care about. I have my method of how I’m going to kill myself (im going to stab myself with a knife) and I have planned to make it happen in the next hour. My friend referred me here because she had no idea what to do other than cry. I wish there was another way but I feel like death is my only option. I’m so upset with my life and myself. I am a horrible person. I deserve to die and rot in Hell.
Zirbel edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
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PalIm edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
I’m about to ******* kill myself…….
I already said goodbye to the people I care about. I have my method of how I’m going to kill myself (im going to stab myself with a knife) and I have planned to make it happen in the next hour. My friend referred me here because she had no idea what to do other than cry. I wish there was another way but I feel like death is my only option. I’m so upset with my life and myself. I am a horrible person. I deserve to die and rot in Hell.
Thats cool ! I feel like you are ashamed of your pictures if they are emotionally disturbing. So what ? Art has no rules.. You would be surprised how art can talk to other people who have similar background or are very emotionally connected to art !
Maybe you know this server - http://www.deviantart.com/, its pretty nice for inspiration and you might even find some friends and inspire others with your work.
Its also fun to combine drawing with music..imagination runs wild then :)
Be yourself and create something that is valuable to you !
ENAMTHBert edited this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago. Read the previous text »
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Thanks so much for talking to me. I feel a lot better than what I did before.
I am so happy ! Remember that other people might learn from your emotions and that a picture is worth thousand of words :) Take care and use your talent, because there is so much to discover with it !
like i said….
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Also, don’t try and make me feel guilty for a crazy thought you just had, its passed, move from it and don’t think such near impossible things such as stabbing yourself to death
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