please tell me what you think!
is this a terrible email to send to my ex?
There was still more I wanted to say to you, but I know texting isn’t the best way, and I didn’t want to call already so soon, so hopefully this doesn’t drive you crazy!
I still love you so much and you mean so much to me, and I hope someday we can work this out. I’m going to try my hardest to not be so impatient and give you the time that you need. I feel like I’m growing, at least in self awareness and have realized more than a couple of things that I’d like to work on since we’ve broken up. I want to be better, for you and for myself. I’m sorry I acted so lackadaisical and took things for granted, especially for the last month or so that we were together. I regret that so much, the last thing I wanted was to lose you, and I feel like I wasted so much time being pessimistic and lazy, and acting like a spoiled brat. I want you to desire me the way I desire you, and I realize that I can’t force that, or make it happen by request. I just really wanted to explain a little more where my thoughts are, because whenever I talk on the phone I get nervous and either fumble with what I’m trying to say or leave it out all together. I’m hoping this email doesn’t come across as too needy or forceful, I just felt like I needed to say more to you. It’s funny, even though these last few weeks have been so bad between us, I still smile when I think of something special or (no offense) some little quirk or silly thing I’ve noticed about you…that’s one of the reasons that I know I love you and it is something special. That might sound insignificant, but I think it means something. Anyway, I hope I hear from you soon.
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