dont have a reason to live
llike the song -get what you give- or something like that, i donnot have a reason to live. i totally, utterly, outrageously, give up.
One months time, less, till i fail my college, i hate my lack of confidence, just positive thinking, gone out the window!
My bad habbits has come back, twice as worse. I have gained nearly a stone in the last few months, i hate me.
Story Though…
I met a guy. We texted and messaged and i met up with him, he was so nice, so amazing, he called me beautiful and totally not fat and amazing and he said he loved me, obviously he didnt love me, only knowing me a few days in person and a few months by messaeges but still, it was nice to hear. It was nice to hug and hold someone other than just… my mum. How pathetic am i?
17 and finally nearly had a boyfriend. Finally had a kiss, even though- admittidly, it was rubbish! I dont know it was him kissing or just the fact i have never been kissed before and just new experiences but still, not good! What’d you think?
Well, i met up with him a few more times, but i ended it last week. I don’t know, i thought i would love to have a boyfriend, i just dont think this guy is it, and i think i am now willing to wait, a while.
I just want to pass my college and try to figure out how to be happy after that.
Hopeless. Clueless. Useless.
screeeewwwwweeeeeeed
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