I think I cheated on my boyfriend.
Well, I know I did- I went out to a club, which I do about once every two weeks. Just finished with my exams and all of the stress and I wanted nothing more than to get drunk and dance with my friends. I’ve been with my boyfriend for two years, and I love him very much. He was the first person I kissed, only person I have kissed and had sex with, and I am happy in this relationship and so is he. We’ve obviously had our fights but neither of us has cheated on the other at all.
Anyway, one of my girlfriends who I went out with invited her male relative who brought along two male friends, who I’d never met. One of them was in a long term relationship, and near the end of the night I remember dancing closely with him and kissing him. I think we both felt guilty at the time even with all of that alcohol in our systems, as the kiss was only a peck on the lips twice. My good friend saw us dance closely, but I know she won’t say anything nor does she know my boyfriend or talk to mine and his group of friends.
Anyway, I feel pretty bad. I kind of just wanted to let that out, as I havn’t told anyone (not even the girl I was with saw us actually kiss)
If anyone has any thoughts to spare, that would help; even if you tell me I’m a bad person that would be better than nothing, as I don’t think I understand how I feel about what I did.
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