I need help I was almost raped…
Here’s what happened. My crush that I’ve been talking to for a while invited me over to his house. We were hanging out, watching a movie together, then he said he wanted to have sex. I like him a lot so I said yes.
Anyways he got a condom and I gave him a bj and he fingered me. He also stuck it in my butt.
(note: I gave him a bj and he got it in my butt BEFORE he put on the condom. everything else happened with a condom on.)
Then he wanted to go the whole way, but I wasn’t comfortable with that and told him so. But he held me down and rubbed his penis against my vag but never really put it in. I don’t think my cherry popped (I’m a virgin, this is the most sexual thing I’ve had). But I’ve been having to pee a lot since then. And it hurt like hell. I didn’t like it.
Like I said we used a condom, and I’m pretty sure it was on right and didn’t break or anything like that. And I never saw him cum. I’m not on birth control and never have been. And I don’t know if I’m ovulating or not. My last period ended on May 18 and all of this happened yesterday.
Anyways afterwards I went to a drugstore to look for a morning afterpill but they didn’t have any. And in my state it’s not legal to get one through a perscription if you’re under 18.
Sorry, I know this is kind of graphic detail, but I really need help. I’m kind of a paranoid person in general and even though I don’t think I’ll get pregnant or an STD, it’s a fear.
so my questions are:
-am I still a virgin? I don’t think my cherry popped and he didn’t really stick it inside me.
-is it possible to get pregnant if he didn’t even stick it all the way in or cum in me?
-is what he did rape because I was trying to fight him off?
-is there any possible way I can get a morning afterpill without seeing a doctor?
-is there a hotline or something I can call for advice?
and also, I’m NOT going to the police, I thought about it at first but I’m not because
a. I don’t want him to get in trouble
b. he didn’t really mean to hurt me
c. I’m 17 and he’s 19 so he could go to jail
d. my parents would find out
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