I need help I was almost raped…
okay so my crush who I’ve been talking to for a while now asked me to hang out today. We were at his house, watching a movie and making out and all was well, untill he said he wanted to have sex.
Well I started off by giving him a blow job. Then he stuck his you-know-what in my butt. He fingered me as well.
After that he put on a condom. And I told him I wasn’t comfortable and didn’t want to go any further but he held me down. He rubbed his penis against my vag but didn’t stick it in. I don’t think my cherry popped (I’m a virgin this is the most sexual thing I’ve had). I’ve had to pee like every 20 min for the rest of that day and last night. And sometimes I feel like I have to pee but I can’t.
This all happened yesterday arround 3 in the afternoon.
I don’t know if I’m ovulating, my last period ended on May 18.
Anyways I went to a drugstore to look for morning afterpills, but there weren’t any, and legally I’m too young to get a perscription for that without my parents knowing.
I’m not on birth control and never have been.
As I said we used a condom and I think we used it right, I’m pretty sure it didn’t break or anything. And I never saw him cum.
I know the chance of me getting pregnant or an STD is very low, but I’ve been paranoid.
so my questions are:
-am I still a virgin? he didn’t stick it in me really and I don’t think my cherry popped.
-is it rape? i was fighting it but he held me down, literally pinned me to the floor.
-is there any possibe way I can get a morning afterpill without my parents knowing?
-is it possible for me to get pregnant or an STD? He didn’t stick it in me and I never saw him ejaculate and we used a condom.
-is there a hotline or something where I can talk to someone?
and I thought about going to the police but I’m not because first of all, I don’t want him to et in trouble second of all, he didn’t mean to hurt me, and he’s 19 and I’m underage so he could go to jail. And if I told the cops my parents would know.
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