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I don’t even know where to begin.
Or if there’s any real help for me in this.
I come from a place where there was never any excuse for not being completely perfect in every conceivable way.
I don’t understand forgiveness and self-love. Accomplishing everything perfectly is not time for a pat on the back. Nothing is. For me, Being a human being is the ultimate thankless job.
All the “no excuses” “just do it” “second place is the first loser” ******** has congealed in my head to make me a bitter awful person who feels almost nothing but shame and regret. Where every mistake is the end of the world and not because **I** think so, but because the world thinks so.
Since writing this post Anonymous may have helped people, but has not within the last 4 days.
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