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I'’ve always been afraid to ask for help.

but i need it. I have so many addictions. Pornography, cigarettes, but worst of all, i’m totally fascinated with death. I’ve been feeling suicidal for years now, and I almost went through with it. I thank God that I didn’t. But that thought never seems to leave my mind. I don’t take care of myself too well, and i think that’s what drives people away. I need someone to talk to about it.

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San Francisco, CA, US | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (0 minutes after post)

If you are contemplating suicide, hurting yourself, or you are seriously depressed: please, seek professional help!

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Mcoughlin648 offline Verified User (11 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

i need to know, that if i do feel the need to call this hotline, will the police or anybody else be notified about it? i dont want to make a scene. a simple chat will calm me down.

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trentlover20 offline Verified User (11 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

We all have various addictions and problems i’m a weekend binge drinker if i go a month without clubbing and getting out of my head i become severely depressed lol, if you are seriously contemplating suicide you need to get help now or talk to someone, because suicide is an impulsive feeling it won’t last forever eventually you will get over this fascination when you realise that life has so much more to offer than you think

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Horsesroc offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

Don’t.. Plz ask for help……. This is a serious issue!!! I don’t even know you but stop and think about this.. I care about this type of thing

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Zirbel offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (6 hours, 35 minutes after post)

Ask for help and support. You should see a psychotherapist!

“What To Do If You Are In Suicidal Danger”:
http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscente…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (USA, listed by states) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlin…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (International · Over 60 countries outside USA) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/international-…

✖ International Suicide Prevention Wiki ✖
http://suicideprevention.wikia.com

“If your are thinking about suicide … read this first”:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

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